emotional eating
So, I hate that phrase, hate even more that I totally do it..like temper tantrum style out of some lame self hate/sabotage--don't even fully get why...just feel this awful urge and night to say f**k you to everything I've spent the day consciously trying to acheive--it's gross and pisses me off and that little demon of bratty you can't make me destructive ego wins EVERY time. Please , please , please share yr own *kitten* w me...why it happens, solutions for improvement, whatever you got...being connected to people is hard for me and a big part of all of this...yuck...trying to reach out feels crummy...ugh...thank you for enduring this...gotta go throw my phone in other room out if shame now....